I'm at a loss tonight, searching my broken pieces. I'm trying to find the missing pieces, glue the slivers and figure out just what God is trying to make of me. I'm not sure it's going to be pretty but I do know He has a plan.... I'm just praying for enough strength to get threw this thing called life.
As the holidays approach my nerves come alive like it was just hours ago that we lost our little girl. All the should haves race threw my blurry tear filled eyes and settle deep in my heart. Not a moment goes by that she is not on my mind. I think I do pretty good job at putting on the "happy face" I think....Some people I know can see right threw me. But they are few and far between.
But... Above all the sadness I'm so very thankful for this life God chose for me, believe it or not!
It's a life of...
Hitting my knees faster...
Loving stronger...
Letting the little things go...
And cherishing every second with my family. I'm not sure where we're headed but I know Gods got a great plan for us!
If your grieving this Holiday season give it all to the one who gave His Only Son so that we could be saved. He knows just how it feels to loose a child.
